Busy month

Happy Chinese New Year everybody! I hope everybody out there that is celebrating this prosperous day have a great year ahead and I hope everybody collect many many ang baos with loads of money in it. ^^

Went Ma Maison for some appetizers and went Ritz for apple strudels. The Ritz is behind Bugis Junction. You will have to cross the road and the shop is beside Top One. Its very delicious. Must try.

So today is day 1 of the new lunar year. I literally spent my whole morning alone at home. When I woke up, my parents have already gone out and surprisingly, my brother is out too. Went Shazalind's house to bai nian on the first day. I ate a lot of snacks. Way too much. I think. And we gambled afterwards. It was quite boring there cause all we can do is watch tv, gamble, talk and eat... Went to town and meet my boy around 5pm. Eat some cake and drank some tea to quench our thirst at Wheelock's Coffee Club. I ordered Macadamia moments and Ice Passion Lychee tea if I'm not wrong. He wanted New York Cheesecake but unfortunately its all sold out. Walked over to Cineleisure after that to catch 'Ah Boys To Men 2' together with Shazalind and her......... Date. LOL. It was not as hilarious as part one but I still do recommend everybody to go catch it in the cinemas. Guys out there who doesn't want to serve NS should watch it. That can give you some motivation. But if end of the day you still don't wanna go NS, its your problem already. So as I was saying, it is an inspiring movie and AIYA JUST GO CATCH IT LAH.

Afterwards, we went to grab our late dinner at an Italian restaurant at 313 Somerset called 'Trattoria Cucina Italian'. We ordered Pizza Vanni, Seafood Soup and Spaghetti Aglio e Olio. The pizza was not bad. It consist of some ham and tomatoes with cheese. The spaghetti was not up to my standard. It was too spicy and too bland. Not recommended. Or maybe its just that spaghetti that taste awful. The seafood soup is too salty for me but the seafood is fresh. Worth trying. Overall, not recommended because its too expensive and its not up to my standard. In my perspective though. But no harm trying new food.

I shall upload some photos too.

Went Bugis with my girls:

On our way to Holland Village:

Went to support YH at Olivia's:

Week 15 on Friday:

CNY! 

Our Late Dinner:

Seafood Soup: $10.90

Spaghetti Aglio e Olio: 14.90

Their menu! That is a real chopping board. LOL

Pizza Vanni: $19.90

"MMMMM THIS TASTE NOT BAD"

"OMNOMNOMNOMNOM"

"WHY ARE YOU TAKING PHOTO OF ME EATING?!"

Insecurities

I thought I can be strong enough but no matter how firm I stand, the strongest wall I built will always fall. Sometimes it gets out of hand and get real messy. Insecurity is the major problem I'm facing. Always. I don't know how to solve this problem and it makes people around me real upset. It consist a bit of trust issues, a bit of privacy issues and more other minor issues that makes it a big problem. I'm the type of girl that doesn't have much confidence. Little small matters do affect me greatly and I think that sucks. I feel that no matter what I do, no matter how hard I tried, I will always lose out. At the end of the day, I'm still weak. I always look at the negative side and how I look at small matters are just too... Everytime I tell myself that I'm working on it I'm working on it, it doesn't seem to get better. The feeling is indescribable. Its a mixture of disappointment and anger.. I don't know. I just can't describe how I feel. Its okay cause I know I will get stronger after every fall. I can do it.

In a long run.

So, Hi. I'm back again. I've been quite busy with school ever since school reopened. And yeah, I survived 2012. I got so many things to update but I'm just simply too lazy. So let's fast forward to today okay. LOL

Was late for school today. I've been late for weeks. Can't help it. Everyday I go through the same cycle. Always sleeping late and had a hard time waking up on time for school. I'm never early. -_- Luckily, today's class has lots of fun classmates to talk and hang out with. My day in school was pretty much spent wisely. After school, me and J went to Causeway Point to have our early dinner. And advanced valentine's day treat (according to what he said) at Ichiban Boshi. He got this bad habit of ordering too much food for both of us. Or rather for he himself. As I don't eat much, some of the food were wasted and ya lor. What to do. I don't exactly know the name of all those food but whatever it is, it is delicious. It is somewhat expensive but oh well... Finally I took some pictures so that I can blog about it. LOLOLOL.

AWWWW LIKEASMALLBOI

THE SHELL SHIT IS A BIG BURDEN

FAVOURITE ^^

AWWWWW LIKEASMALLBOI TOO

Oh and ahhhh some other pictures these few weeks or months I suppose. 

LOVE HIS CUTE FACE. 

CHRISTMAS PRESENT FROM HIM. HE SAYS THIS SEAL REMINDS HIM OF ME. DAFUQ. 

CARD AND PHOTOS FROM HIM ^^ ♥♥♥

ICE CREAM DATE

WHILE WAITING FOR HIM TO KNOCK OFF

HEHEHHEHE 

MY HONEY BEE ♥

BEST SIS ♥

BEST SIS ♥ (THE MOST ANNOYING ONE)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

BEST BRO *BRO FIST*

BESTIE ♥

BEST SIS ♥

MY HONEY BEE AGAIN ♥

MY LOVE ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

YUP, IDIOTS. 

Yup that pretty ends my day. Now I'm over at his place and he is sleeping like a pig. Okay, kthxbye.

Term Break

I'm finally free from all those fucking UTs. Like finally. I feel so relieved. So it had been a very busy week with all those UTs. Didn't really try to do stupid java assignment. TIME IS MONEY MONEY IS TIME. So today I went for an interview at Shaw House and I truly hope that I get that mother fucking job. I need monehhhhhhhhhhhh. All the monehhhhhhhhh. Got so many things to do and I hope that I don't have to work on Christmas eve. Yes. Christmas. Sigh. Okay bye

Blessed

And hi its monday morning now. I can already feel the blues. Damn. No words in the dictionary can explain how much I hate mondays. I still got UT to take after school. How bad can this get. Whatever it is, I did enjoy my weekend. Spent quality time with my baby and yes I expect this week to be like shit. 

Woke up early on a saturday morning and went over to his house. Had brunch at Ma Maison and head down to The Cathay for his surprise arrangement for that day. He booked a massage and jacuzzi session for both of us. It was my first time and so was his. The jacuzzi session was so relaxing and I enjoyed it. There is a small cubicle inside the room for us to have suana. Enjoying that 40 minutes to the fullest and went for massage straight afterwards. It hurts a bit though. After the massage, I felt so restless and tired. I don't know why but I just wanna sleep. Went to the Flea market outside scape and headed home afterwards. Overall, I enjoyed my day. I'm so happy and I felt so pampered by him. I feel kinda bad about it cause he spent too much money on me. :/

This morning when I woke up, he came in with a present and a card. I was so surprised and at the same time, All those little surprises he gave me, I appreciate it. So much. I can't give him anything but I can promise him that I will always be there for him. And I MUST MAKE SURE THAT I GET HIM A CHRISTMAS PRESENT. HOLY SHIT. Okay. bye.